Tonight was the sunday school Christmas party. It was honestly a little depressing for me. I just didnt want to get around. All I can think about is Seth and singing tomorrow at church… I miss my son and Christmas is not going to be the same.
I went and bought a new shirt to wear tomorrow so I feel good about myself. I am just a wreck.
I WILL DO PERFECT.
I WILL NOT SHAKE.
I WILL BUST THIS OUT.